Class that day seems like bigger than ever, and the topic for discussion was on the fight with the traffic police and the authority system. Lecture was boring as usual, nothing interesting, but lecture is slightly lighter than pervious lectures, SH and i just couldn't stop chit chatting about gossips and everything else. Anyway, lecturer was so lazy that she skipped tutorial. *Sighz*
Wednesday
It's the last week where HRM class has been put on hold, and i was tidying up my room, preparing for the lunar new year. Somehow, the squatting and the climbing seems to add pressure to the injury to the leg. it's almost back to square one.
Thursday
I was late for class, and when i reached and sat down in class, kio told me class was cancelled, Patricia was sick, and we had to spent the morning rotting in school, hanging around at the koi pond, enjoying the scenery, then we saw 2 familiar faces whom we 2 knew them from poly. We revised a little of marketing in preparation for the test next week, and SHIT!!! It's like the dunno how many times i forgot my blackie pencil case, and it's real irritating with no stationery, somehow feel handicapped... Met up for lunch in some ulu shopping centre with hui feasting on korean food, then hmmmm, some sizzling hot updates from hui and the rest of the village members. We went back to school for the afternoon class BY FOOT!!!
Friday
Night class as usual seems like a preaching class even though i really appreciate it, the quotes for the week was getting more serious for me to change my learning habits. I didn't feel good inside me, though i'm always in the wrong. Teacher quoted me as shooting like a machine gun in the battlefield without hitting a single enemy, and that's equivalent to wasting resources and energy, i had made a serious decision which i think she wouldn't approve, but the scolding made me held back my heartfelt words for another week, procrastination AGAIN! Somehow, i always seems to have problems concentrating even for a minute in the world of classical music. I read the scores like a kindergarden kid for the 1st time which shouldn't be happening to me even though i did not practise, but after the scolding for a while, my mind seems to be more focused and everything seems OK. The brain seems to malfunction! My decision was to stop lessons for a few months to reminisce the past and bring back the mental spirit, afterall, i've been wasting time and resources on stagnant progress... Anyway, i always believed that there's something wrong with me.
Saturday
Dealt with a black customer today from Africa, communication was like chicken and duck and a little bit of french. Pricing was like slash by dunno how many percent to close the deal. Boss handled the customer and was feeling irritated when communication broke down, and i was at the side listening and feeling crazy over it. Left the office late as customers came by late in the evening. Met up with jes and Ms Tan for dinner and a flick. The bloody, disgusting, fucking movie was so bloody gross and sickening. Thumbs down for Altered. Journey home was ferried by jes in her new eye opener. Hmmmm....
Opportunity cost: ( The fucking movie VS The Perfect 3)
Thoughts for the week
Conscience and Business, they cannot complement each other, they are mutally exclusive, the fittest survive. I have to give way to conscience to live my world my way. Life's a cruel reality.