Wondered what went wrong with fate and destiny?? It's always playing a prank on me. Recent spate of incidents was buried by brisk business at my job. They just complement each other so beautifully so that you could forget the past. I realised that i can only be happy when i'm a carefree and trouble-free person. However, it's not easy to forget such unhappy incidents....
Tuesday
I was alienated.... The class which seems to be most profound of all.... Nothing seems to go into my brain despite me being physically in class. Lecture was like HUH WHAT??? It's a mixture of psychology, economics, history and sociology. I was so lost, mind was in a blank, i thought to myself, the rest of the semester will be like hell. I couldn't promise myself to be diligent to revise my lectre daily, other commitment seems to have taken over the priority of study. I have strayed off. Somehow, i felt a little at ease when i scored well in the earlier test, meaning i've cleared and understand 2 topics, anyway, it's not nice having a class in a freezer. Rushed to work after class, while waiting for bus with SH, we chatted, not about alienated but about gossips. The bus came, and SH caught her eye on the young and handsome looking bus driver... In fact, i also spotted the guy, then SH smiled at me, i understand what she meant, great minds always think alike... She purposely asked me for coins so that she can chatted and admired the cute looking bus driver! Hmmm, she really knows how to make use of a chance ya...
Wednesday
Almost missed a chance to attend class when i was late. I walked into class with 2 fellow classmates, the lecturer marked on us, i just pretended not to see him. Oh, it was tutorial time, everyone is class was so concentrated on their notes that they didn't dare to look up for fear being the next victim, i was one of them... Kio was bending so down that her head nearly stick onto the table. Time seems to pass so slow. At last, it's lecture time, all eyes were on the board... Somehow, kio (sleeping beauty) always tend to doze off... Fortunately, she was kept awake by me whenever she wrote notes and i elbowed her. Oops, seems so disturbing... My dear friend, my dear friend, my dear friend... The phrase that the lecturer always use, i was sick hearing it like a thousand times for 3.5 hours.... u never know how irritating it can be when an indian talks non-stop......... Half an hour before class end, he talked about akoi, which sets kio giggling non-stop, SH and i was like "that funny mehz", he paused for 1 whole minute staring at the monitor, the whole room was quiet, my goodness, it's been so many classes and only now you realize your mistake??? Man, you were not prepared for class right? All 3 of us got donkeys result for the assignment, haha, not to mention the rest of the class, i peeped at all the results, nobody was highly graded... During break, please stuff us with enough food to stop our stomach from singing in the quiet lecture hall... Luckily i had breakfast before class, so my stomach don't growl... OK, lecture continues, somehow the food wasn't enough to fill the guys' stomach. Noise pollution...
Today
I grabbed a bite before leaving the house for class. Again, couldn't make it in time for class. Had been waking up later than ever. Kio was in charge of reserving seats for VIPS like me, however, we missed the chance to select good seats when me and group came late for class, no choice but to seat right under the nose of the lecturer. Somehow, my friends' began me started making noise with their stomach... My goodness, it was so loud that i, who sat on the extreme end could hear it so well...
It was another class after lunch, it started to rain cats and dogs. During break, we had tea and cake, and admiring the cool rainy weather, entertaining ourselves with gossips about others as usual.
Met up with cat and fish for a belated birthday dinner. We met in town and i was rather early, and therefore headed to esplanade library for a quiet moment, you can imagine how beautiful life can be when reading a book in the aircon leather seats and having a bird's eye view of the CBD buildings. I was there reading a book on history of music, admiring the clear landscape of the sea and the buildings outside, watching boats sail by the bay, it's such a relaxing activity. Soon, the sky became dark, and it's time to meet my friends. We had dinner at a very country style and cozy restaurant, and a long chit chat session, we seems to have everlasting topic to talk about ( that's how friends should be), about our future and big plans to venture out... Times have changed, we're matured to think it through. I presented them with my birthday card, and they seems to be so troubled with writing a few sentences of well wishes for me, haha... It was my 1st time preparing my own birthday card, was a little awkward though, there's always a first time for everything... I will continue to think of creative ideas to present special days to all my friends. I was presented with a pleasant surprise gift from the both of them, never thought that they will get it for me, so i was rather delighted and happy.
Cat and fish sOoO concentrated on preparing for "exams"