Friday, December 23, 2005

Xmas Exchange

22 December
It's the 1st time that I'm meeting with my buddies to celebrate Xmas. Feeling excited about it, hmmm, because of the gifts exchange. It's been long since the 6 of us met out... Unfortunately, some were held up by work which it's bound to happened when you're in the working world. Only about 70% turned up with the others joinied later making a full attendance. We went for some high class chinese dinner in takashimaya, before proceeding to meet the others, and end up in coffee club sipping coffee and chatting... We told the others (who never joined us) about our holiday and the interesting, funny part of it, especially the time at night, when we're in bed... It became the talk of the night, poking fun at one another, making it so oblivious to the surrounding around us, laughing out loudly... Then, it's the most exciting part of the night, the gift exchange part, initally, jessie n annie went to buy the gifts together, and they prayed so hard that they will not get each other gifts coz there'll be no surprises... But it's fated. We drew lots starting from jessie and she let out a scream when she saw the name, it's Annie! Her facial expression changed immediately, haha, and Annie's the last who drew the lot, and it's also the same, both of them ended up exchanging gifts, whilst the 4 of us did a gift exchange. It's such a conincidence, nobody expected the outcome, everyone laughed at the 2 silly girls. Managed to reached home at 12, washed up, watched vcd, and went to bed.

23 December
I overslept, woke up n realised something's wrong with my right eye... It seems swollen yet nothing's wrong when i looked into the mirror... When i blink, it's painful, can't stand it, had to put on my glasses before i reached the bus stop in case i flag the wrong bus. I've reached my office, trying to apply some eye drops, but it's useless, the pain wouldn't subside, it's very irritating... I tried using cold water to wash it, still no use. Forget it, too busy to care about it in the later day, screwed up again, or rather i should say i purposely screwed up, knocking my head on the wall, when i know it's wrong. I think i sabotaged my colleague in a way or 2, maybe i'm stubborn, or i lost interest in the job, or i purposely lay a ambush, or i simply forgot? i dunno, but it's wrong of me also but this time i think i'm already immune to it, don't feel any guilty conscience in me, there's no turning back too but I keep turning back to look at the huge mirror behind me today, to see what's wrong with my eyes, apply some eyes drop a dozen times, but no use. It seems more painful... Maybe heaven's out to punish me for sabotaging my colleague...
Oh no, where's the smiley in here, Oops, i forgot, it's no longer in xanga, haha