I’m back with the 2nd entry of the month. I’ve been busy to help my extended family with some hospital stuff.
I think I’m in the down-est turn in my life currently. I always think that I’m the unlucky soul around, but whenever I watched channel 8, 8pm reality show, I felt so blessed and fortunate. Maybe it’s fate that I should go through all these… It’s fate that wants me to grow stronger….
Friends whom I’m not met up for the past 8 years are gradually reappearing back into my life, of all times…. I felt so inferior and yet it’s just so unfair, but I can’t really justify my thoughts…. I’m not able to convince myself about it. The only way to console myself is to tell myself it’s only temporary.